Oops.

I’ve really neglected my blogs recently.

With so much going on (I’m being dragged into an investigation of an incident occurring last week…), I’ve slipped back into the depths of my mind.
Maybe I was forced there… No thanks to an ex friend of mine. *sigh*

I want to run from it all. I want to hide and let this shit storm pass over. I want it all to end.

I want my end. I want to not exist. I want my friends to be able to go without suffering because I’m a fucking mess. I want this to end.

It needs to end.